The Moon Gateway Meditation

We are going to initiate the moon gateway meditation, a meditation that can invoke true power from within a person’s soul, a meditation that will introduce you to your deepest self, a meditation that will empower you to bend reality to your will.

This is a gateway meditation. It is not a methodology towards enlightenment, towards power, towards the absolvement of weakness. As such it should be treated as such. I would recommend everybody trials this meditation, everybody studies it. Record in your journals your experiences. Experience. And then YOU can decide if you wish to keep walking, through that gateway, and into eternal darkness.

Make yourself comfortable. Dim the lights. Sit cross-legged, back straight, shoulders relaxed.

Let us begin.

It starts with a breath. Breathe in through the nose to a count of four.

Hold your breath, another count of four, exhale to the count of four.

Hold, to the count of four.

Another breath. The same.

Another.

Close your eyes.

Before your mind’s eye picture a scene. Picture this scene. Picture a grove in the woods. Deep in the woods. Far from civilization. Far from humanity. Far from onlookers. You are deep in the woods.

You stand in the center of the grove. You hear a stifled groan from behind you. You turn your back. And you see. You see, tied to a tree...

Yourself.

But not yourself.

It looks, sounds, smells like yourself, but something is different.

It is the embodiment of a part of yourself that you detest.

Is it the procrastinator? The pretentious faker? The fool? The lover? The benevolent side? Another?

You know when you see them.

Another groan.

Another body, tied to a tree.

Another side of yourself that you truly detest.

You keep hearing groans, until everything you detest, you see, tied to a tree, gagged, stifled, naked.

And scared.

They are all scared.

Why are they scared?

You look down and see that knife in your hand, glistening.

And then you feel your hand. Your eager hand.

Your eager arm. Eager shoulder. Body. Neck. Head.

Destroy.

Eradicate.

Eradicate your distress. Destroy the beings in front of you.

You hate them, they weaken you, they drag you down, they disgust your very being.

And so you slash. And slash. And slash. You execute revenge. You make them scream for mercy, in agony, and keep going. Destroy all of them.

Feel your emotion run through you. Feel your strong addictive passion, as it rushes through your veins like a rush never felt before.

You feel the darkness within you.

In your feet.

Your legs.

Your torso.

Your shoulders.

Your arms.

Your fingertips.

Your neck.

Your head.

When the last of your victims is dead, is limp, you retreat to the center of the circle.

For a view of your retribution.

And to bathe in the glory of your darkness.

And you count down from...

And you feel the darkness in your body condense...

Darker and darker it condenses...

Every breath out expels any glimpses of all that is not dark...

It continues to get darker

And you are of a state of darkness so deep and rich you are solid darkness.

You feel down into the ground below where you sit.

Down where the dark spirits reside.

And you draw them, through your feet into your body.

Like a swirling cloud of mist they are absorbed into your body.

Through your feet

Legs

Torso

Arms

Fingers

Head

And you continue to draw them.

You allow the mist to thicken, the entities to embody you.

Keep drawing

Keep thickening

Keep absorbing the dark spirits

The darkness

Until you can no longer hold it in, and it leaks out of the pores in your skin.

Open your eyes.

Take a breath.

Inhale for 4. Wait for 4. Exhale for 4. Wait for 4.

Take another.

Get up and live your life.